Never give up half way

2008,no matter as for me and for our country, it is not  a good year. on the one hand, as for me about this year, not get the opportunity to study in buaa, although i have do my best to make it, but the result is not as what i want, speaking about the process,8-11 month i do nothing else but the review the book, and prepare the text, no i consider this it's just like  a dream. the time pass so fast, and the next return will become the last time for me during the postgraduate. On the other hand for the country, there’s so many big disaster happened during the year. Earthquake is the worst of the them. And so many people lost their life. Comparing with  them, I am a lucky one. Now the word have saying to this point, in fact may be I do not have the quantity to study buaa, but during the process there are some thing happened that you can not control, oh no. do not say that the problem about other person, just say about you are not a worth person, do not have the chance, not having the courage make it happed which you can do it, if at first you give up your mind, give up your think the thing will never happened to you, never, and if the thing is not completed, you must do not give up, make use of opportunity to make it, and do your best for it happed toward your mind. That is the best way for us. As for me in the rest of my life, I will do my best for every thing which I like. And will do my best until the last chance, I will never give up during the process. Just feeling that the time past so fast, and no matter about the hard time during your life, or the happy time, special the happy time, in my mind it past so fast, and the hard time just a process which you must experience.

As for me about the 2009, keep walking toward the direction in my mind, never give up half way in the rest of life no matter what had happened.

Oh the last time I write the daily is almost ten days ago, and I ask myself what I have do during the period, the answer is very simple I do nothing. Now I’m thinking the word from the cao, the older student than us, in the serious group, who use five years to graduate, I admire him. He tell us that you should have your own things, and your own work is first, make a plan time table for you, and when the time complete, you should finish it follow it. So in that case you can graduate on time. Like the postgraduate, they are doctor, and the smaller us, should learn something from them. Now as for me, the apirl has past, and I have do nothing, but I have a strong power plan, I do want to become a doctor, which school in Beijing, now have nothing for graduate, so next I should do some things for myself, in order to graduating. I say some new word in my daily, I learn more speaking more, writing more, and the most important one in my mind is recite more, so in that case you can learn more, making use of them. But I spend many time to bear it, the long boring time, and knowing the meeting is rubbish, but I have to attend it, and they talk some. Now the word I have used it several time, but using that word, I have myself purpose, with the aim of remind me of that you should every time wake yourself that you should make the target in your first, in that case you complete it which belong your own, the next things you need to do is following other person do some entertainment activity, following other person so no useful things. Today is the five of the fifth month during the 2008, it’s time for me to prepare the text for doctor. Find the enough time for review the related book and carefully prepare it. That’s what I should do during the next several months, the buaa text is happen the last two month, the left time for me is not so many and this university is high for me, so I should do more than I can do for it. You may ask me why I choose the one for me, I can answer this question for many reason. First, with the development of our country, this nation has enough money to denote the high university for doing some kind of high technique. In my view, this one has the much money for reaching and the reputation of the university is not so bad. I see a page on the internet the one has the highest in his or her opinion, so from it I can see the one has good reputation. And then the next reason for me I do want to see myself weather have the ability to do it. I just want to some for myself and for my family so do more than you can do. In Beijing the one is not so well. Maybe this year our country china lunch the shengzhou seven to the space do some important things for china. From the five one, china has become the third country in the world that have the ability to send person into space and walking in it. So honor for ourself, in think as one person whose mother county china. I do want to do some contribution for our country. The last is not the least for me the reason is that I do want to go home. Every week having the chance to go home, watching tv and seeing parents, do trip for me. So do the best for the purpose fish.080505

Recently, I learn a passage say about how to spend you whole life and when you become old you don’t feel wrong. It’s also important for me. The passage supply two ways for every to get it. The first one is also the important one that’s find out which one is your interest field for you. And then make your best to earn some money for yourself. So interesting things. But when I read the one, I find out no ways for me to get me interested. I find nothing interest for me, but two things, one is play, almost every things, I all want to play, just do not want to work and using me brain, particular the basketball, I love this game so well for me. And I can spend my no use time to spend them. And in my mind this game do not use your spend some money and you in fact spend nothing. So good for me the poor man. I do not want to spend money for them. I have played basketball ten years, but in reality I have no basketball. On the other hand for me can finding out interesting is study the English. I do love the language, I want to learn it and use it in the near future. The student who I have touched for several days, because he learn English well, and having good oral English, in the fourth years during the college he get the opportunity to go abroad, the usa, the deeply dreaming for me, in my dream I do want to go another country in the world. So it make me studying the learning it. I do want to use them what I have studied in my study. And then got the thing which I deserve. But what I do want to get is the good opportunity for future development for me.080505

Green tree. Today when I climb the mountain which I often do it, I find the environment around us so beautiful, the fact is that we do not use our heart to see them. Why I have climb the mountain several time but this morning is the first time for me to seeing the beautiful things. So wonderful for me, but on the other hand, during the past times, in my heart, maybe having considering some other boring things. That’s so rubbish for me. I do have not the good heart to seeing the things which worth us do see them. Just thinking other do not worth us to considered things, spending many my good time. So not good for. I have decide to do more meaningful things about me, and do not things those rubbish things, and just considering serious things, make you become a reality one you are the only one in the world, you is just yourself, guolingyu. So just like the book which I have read last evening on my bed, the book tell us what kind of person is high, and do thing which you like, and there’s any other things, such as, don’t considering other person’s high, and making yourself a reality one, who don’t effect by other ones. In fact, it has some many difficulity to operate them, but not you, is me, fish you go following your own way. And the another person for me I do want to do say again is do not hesitate to do the things which you consider the thing worth you do. Never hesitate to do it. And do it until you success, you got you want to get. Tomorrow for you should go ahead to the future one you can do something to get nearer to get it. Do more again. 080506

What I want to talk about is not so clearly for me now. but I have decided to say about the important advices from other person also important for me. On the one hand, that information is they got from the hard time. Maybe the advice is the spend their all long time and a whole life to get it. Just like me get the daily get on the mountain. Almost every day I always meet several old man, they talk about the old things, and say some things from their deeply heart. I just climb the top of the mountain. And do it several times. Do not pay attention to them. In my mind they surely have some kind of useful things for us young person. May what they say is not so good for us, but our young person learn some from them is not so terrible for us. I promise they have some not same things with us, some so different with us, and I also can promise to you that can learn some. You do never know behind him, who is the big one. They all normal person, and they have sons and daughters, they maybe the big company mangaer. We should believe them. And do our best as a listener. Listening other person what they want to express, they have some strong point to want to express. What’s the most important one is the things what they say is they believe that is right. I do not have the ability to identify them. but I can tell the useful for me or not. Right for me learn is as my ability an in my life to use them. but on the other hand in you do not acknowledge them, then just as a joke, listen it past it. That’s enough for me. Do your best to learn more what you can do. 080507

Make a plan for your experiment. Now, I finally do the things for me to graduate from the djtu. In another way, the last term do almost do anything for myself and do nothing for my own experiment. So I have done the experiment two days, and also I find some problem happened. Next things for me is do a well plan. And make a good record. The record is so important for me, this evening I almost can’t find out the important data to finding out the regular fact. That’s so serious to me. In other word, you are busy for many months do the experiment, but in the last you can’t find the result. Go fuck yourself. I find many difficulty for me, but in my mind, I think is so easy, so do the things pay more attention for yourself. Remember the details information for you. You do things for yourself you can get some from it. Make a serious consideration to it. Considering more the detail information ,and then you can relatively easy to get things which u want to got it. This evening, I pull the water into the bottle, but at the last I do not do it following my mind, and make it out the bottle, so terrible for me. Because at first I never believe I can’t do in, in fact I lost it. What I get from the things which happened to me is do more, consider more, just thinking the easy thing for u is very difficulty for you, many things unexpectable things will happen to you, an effect you. That’s just in the experiment, in your life you have many things need you to solved, so you can use the mind to them, and then, you get thing more than other person. Consider more, do more details things for you.080508

Now you start do your experiments, everyday, make a summary to the whole day, and for the future become better. The conclusion today I get from the result is you should make a number to the sample in order to you can identify to which one you have made in the near future. This point is so important for the result. Today the evening when I analysis the result but I can’t find the different which one is done, and the other one is not made, so serious problem for you, as for me. Just like a solider, you go into the war, but when you open you weapon you do not find which side you should fire, in that case what you can do is fire in the home. You just fire yourself. Oh my god go fuck yourself. Remember the experiment condition, and the number, so you can make the clearly result for your experiment. In the next I will do my best to make it. You have got the secret to how to make a successful one. Make a good plan, and at the first you should find out the problem which you may meet, and at the first find out the solution to it, in that case you can feel the experiment is not so hard as you image, ok stop the topic. The next topic for you is the fight cs, the popular game which we not attend with the member our group. I find I can make it well. With the good parter tang, we are the small group for the warment. At the first they let me to attend, the purpose that they call me is want to fuck me, but the result is reverse, I fucking them again, so happy for me. When they got back they don’t talk about it, but when they win they will happy. Make a member to the experiment sample.080509

Go go go let’s go to the heart of your lover. Today is the entertainment for me I want to have a good drinking and eating well than other day of this week, but since I come here, almost have the enough time belong me to do the things I love to do. So making out your time for you to do the things which you like to fuck. I like the small film for the past years, and I have seen the most film which I can find, but what I got from is is nothing, and badly, there’s some harmful to my body I find out there is not enough time for me to do the things which I like to do, that’s so serious for me, I spend many of my time to do the bad things, but get nothing from it. So rubbish for me. I think there’s so many things you can’t control, but in my mind which need you change is yourself, and you change yourself, you change the world. So do the at the least good for u. I first teacher who make out of my brain, he is very important for me, he do some to change you big brain, let you have your own thinking. So important for every one. From that day, when he do some very hard text for us, and in our class, just complete the mission which I have the enough time to do it yesterday. So serious for me, and the boss come back from the place, so terrible news for us, and I away bear the beast, the rubbish of the person. I do don’t want to have some relationship with this kind of person. They have some bad ways waiting for you and you also must have life with them everyday, just has common relationship with them that’s enough for you. Making yourself true. 080510

Some times, I find there’s not enough for me. But every day, I spend the time with no hesitate to waste it, spending many time doing the unmeaning things and feel no about it, but at the end of the week, finding nothing I have done, but again, feeling the time is not enough. That’s not well for me. At last I found get nothing. So as for me how to spend the time belong you. The problem is serious, and terrible for me. If I do not spend time considering the problem thoughtful carefully, in the near future, the concept you get nothing is become true. I know that during the week there’s some things you do not want to do, but in the reality you do it again. So the purpose I write the passage is getting the clearly mind. When I’m writing here, I remind of a story, which talk about how to manage the time. The story say that there’s a ceo of big company ask a famous man how to manage his time, and the famous man say that when the last evening you lie at the bed, thinking about the next day what’s the most important things you need to, and then, writing on a paper, the most one on the first, and the following is next important one. And the ceo ask how much money worth the word from you, and the famous one say in the next few years, you see how much it worth, you give what, at last I do not how much money it worth. Although I learned this story many days ago, but what I get from it is nothing. So as for me, I do not want to waste my precious time, I do want to spend them doing meaningful things, that’s my hope, let me do some make it come true.080511

Now I have done the experiment for myself. Meeting some kink of difficulity during it is normal, and I have improved the ability to change myself, in that case you can change the world. Let me talk about some other kind of things about the world. When you want to some one do some things for you, you must send some expensive to them in the reality society. I don’t believe that, that’s not say that is not exist. In fact I not meet the serious problem. My family have not submitted the fare of warm, the world is so black. But what you can do to change it, nothing you can do nothing to change it. But you can do some things to improving myself, changing my ability to adopted the rubbish world. When you meet the rubbish person, how you feel about it. When I’m a senior, I met the teacher now she is my leader teacher, leading me to do some experiment for them-her and her husband. They are the most rubbish persons who I have met through I lived in the world 24 years. The student want to graduate from him, If you don’t experience it, you will never trust it. So guo, what you can do to change the world is nothing. The only one you can do is change yourself. One person have the suffice to the rubbish world. What’s more I want to say is, when you do every things which will effect you, you must use your own brain to consider it. Your own brain. That’s important. Every day, and every week making a summary about the experiment which you have done, so in the near future you will feel not boring, I want to become a clearly brain one. 080512

Earthquake, about two days china have happened the big things, it effect the all the china, so serious for the people, and what I can do for them, just do the own things well, you can’t control other things, but also, the same words, you can control yourself. Now have really get into the phrase to do some kind of our own things, and I find it’s hard for me to get a clearly data, though I do some experiment for me, for the postgraduate, but I should do some to make them having a clearly cue, for the near future I can make out the fit source to write the discourse, that’s my ultimate purpose. I always remember the three targets for me to make them come true. During the process, there is some harmful happened to you, and that will effect your motion, and in fact what’s wrong with you, you is you, nothing can change you, and do the things you should do, and make them well, that’s u, so you must pay more attention to them, your own things, come on baby, let’s make out some to write, complete the mission. Everyone has his or her advantage, and disadvantage, but for you is the same, so from them to get what you scare, in that case you study some thing from every one, making you a perfect one. I know that is impossibility, but I will do my best to make them. I find the ability to writing a passage have not got into a new high point. But I want to make them well. Have the passage what I have seen is waste, now I hesitate weather to persist them. a minded person just swear one time, the rest is do what you can do to make them come ture. Me too.080513

Oh my god are you killing me. The rubbish person which I have meet is mkl, I fuck that, so complete the things which you like you do. Enjoy is, face it. I find the ability to write the discourse is not so well for me. So I should do some to improve it. Today I found that the plasma ion improvement is not so well as she expected. Where the problem has happened. I do find that. But on the other hand, maybe the result is not so well. How to let me graduate from the school. How to write the passage. And how to study the lesson to let me got into the buaa. Now those are the serious problem I’m meeting. I really want to do them well, but in reality, fuck that. Now you have seen the high person how the power and strong. You in some field are weak person. I do some for them also for me. The ultimate for me always remember that. Complete them for myself, during the process I will do every things for reach them, but the result is not controlled by me. So following the nature, and enjoy the process and the result. I want to see that, the last day I ask our class leader and then she tell me I have the opportunity to got in. when I learn the news, I felt happy, but the second second I feel not so well. Maybe there’s some serious things happened to me and you at last got nothing. That’s so serious for me, and I got the high expectable, but nothing. So do them follow them following your mind and on the plan do them in order in the near future you will attain the autumn of your life. The season which you can got from the sweat which you have paid out. 080514

Let me fuck the rubbish person. Today I learn two important things for my all life. The first one is my older brother xiang, he tell me that you want to complete some things in the complex society, so using the money and present. Don’t have the naïve mind that depending yourself. You must find the leader who have the power, in order to reach your purpose. If that is not enough for you, you must use the expensive present, in that case, don’t pay attention to the money you have spend. In that you can do it. As for me, I do not see the important things in the complicated society. So do them follow the principle of the society. On the other hand, the unhappy things to me is the deer. I was fuck by him from the behind. Also the rubbish person pig. I fuck go it. I just want to have the good time get out from the hell. What I have done is for the ultimately to graduate from the dalian. The two person give me the chance to identify the true the society is so black. And the rubbish person I don’t want to meet. Meet the teacher with the face, having the serious face. I wan to become the weakness one. I don’t want to become a doctor just like the deer. The distance is longer with deer is more well for me. So go complete it. The senior girl and man, don’t give me the face to them. but I do not blamed on them, in fact they can’t have the ability to identify which is right or wrong. And I know that when I was a person in that time, I also the same like them. two things I have learn today. One is using the money and present to complete it. The second is you is yourself. Do yourself.080515

Just a second, and five days has passed. The time fuck pass so fast. I do not want to accept the fuck true, but every one of we must face the fact. What I have done during the month. Almost do nothing. How do you graduate from the school maybe become a serious problem. So I have must done something for me. And some many times, I miss my parents, missing the time with them. the summer, we eat xigua together, that is after the lunch, you don’t know the situation in our home. The eating scene is so busy for every one of our family member. My father maybe love eating, and every time I find him always eats so many food, the next I want to let him do not eat so many, that is not a good things for the person who want to live longer. If he like this kind of food, he will eat many, and maybe at last you have not chance to eating it. And the second one is my mother, he eat not so many, she pay more attention to keep her slender. I find her did it. So what’s important for us is that my mother is loving working. Maybe, but if she don’t do it, the work of our family who will do them. so do my best to do some things for them. without who, my life will not well. And the third important person is my brother, during one year hard work, and next year he get the opportunity to study in university, so happy for him and our family. Now he has a chellange. My grandparents have done the work for themselves, that’s good news for everyone. So guo. You should done the work well which you need done. The study and keep healthy, so important for me.080520

Oh the days having no boss is boring for me, because other person have no come, so that let me feel alone. But on the other hand, one room one person, in some meaning is wonderful things for me. The result is how you deal the problem. I do not want to use the common word. So learning many words help me to improve my oral and write English is very important for me. Just say about the things which have happened the terrible day for Chinese persons, during that day, I just day the fact, I walk with the classmates of our class, and I think maybe that they will active to say some word to me, but in fact, there is nothing had happened, I depended they will talk with me, and consider that I am a high person, but the result is different. If you don’t speak to them, they will say nothing to you. And the result is the fact, nobody say some to me. Don’t consider you so high, you just a common person, you have nothing difference with them, so you want to get the result which you want, the next is you do some to improve the fact, and make the effort toward you want to get. Next time for me, I actually must do some to improve the serious fact, and active to speak to them. that day I commit a mistake, and I hope during the next time I will avoid the mistake, and I must become a active person. Speak to every person. Only speak the rubbish things, just speak to them. let them know that you are a active person. So and then, you will get the things which you want to get. In brief, don’t never see you are a high person, in that case you are a rubbish.080521

There’s many things having the charming to let you do. But at first, I must do the job which need done do them well, in that case you could spend some time with them, and enjoy with them. last night I come back from the experimental room to bedroom, when I go through the road, just a mind in my mind that I run in this way and then the car will never touch me, but in fact that car went to the our own side, and maybe just one meter the car will touch me, now when I think the scence is remind the car, and at that time I understand that there is so many rubbish driver on the road. Just one meter, maybe. From the things I learn that not just the car on the road, and there’s so many things I want to express that so many things need you pay more attention to them, and if u do not do that, maybe the result is very serious for you, and maybe you have not the ability to afford to them. so every details need you pay the 100% to them. I learn this things not the first time, but in fact, may the time will make them not important for you. And one more things is similar to this. I put the water into the cup, the first image in my mind is that is so easy for me. I do it one hundred time will never lost it, on the contrary, you may know that, just one time, I lost it. So terrible for me, thinking every things is easy for me, but in fact that you lost oh the old man has spend many of my time, and what I have done is just bear, many thing you must face and you do not to see them, but you must bear them, so in that case let other person say in back that you are active person, good man. 080522

Let me talk about the topic again that how make a active person. That is so important for me, and I do not want to take care about other person how to see and deal with the problem, but as for me, the problem is so serious for me, and I must take much time to consider the problem. And then, in the fact and reality, use the ways to make them come true. And let the person those who have connect with you feel you are a active person, and having the feel when they have some things want to talk to you, and like talking with you, enjoy with you. The first things you should do is smile to everyone, and let them know that you have nothing to consider and in the fact that you are a person worth to communicate with you. But now, I think that what I do is not enough, what things need me to done is so much. So guo, remember that there’s so many things that you should improve yourself. You have long ways to go to reach the perfect point. Second things which I want to say is that u must be good at listen the things what they have said. In this way, you can know what they want to express, and know the key point they want to express, and at the same time you also should ask some question about the topic which they have said. Following their mind, never and never impose your own mind on them, so terrible for me, if that case have happed to me. The last one is that you should know that you are low one person, other person is all high point in your mind, active person say other person activity, do not depend on other person say to you, you must speak to them firstly.080523

Don’t ask what your country do for you, ask what you can do for your country. Similary I could use the word in my situation. Don’t ask what you have got, asking what you deserve. Make clearly this problem for you, you can get the right way in your own life. Some times, I usually think that good things happeded to me, but maybe I become sensitive to the fact, immediately I will ask myself, guo, would you have done some for yourself to got it. The fact if you want to get some things, you must study hard, work hard, pay the many sweat to the work, I think everyone all know it, but maybe I have the mind that pay less work to get the normal things. So every time when you think it, guo, you should remind yourself that that is impossible things, and I know that on the way to success, there’s so many things brother you, but how deal with the problem, can see out the ability of you. So, talk about yourself about the topic that you must faced that get the opportunity to a university where in Beijing, that’s what I want to do some things to make it true. Three tests you must face. The first one is the English test, how to deal with it. I know you have passed the cet6, but that’s which year happeded things, maybe several years, so you must pay more attention to the test in order to getting the chance to study there. And the second one is the mathematic, maybe the big problem for me, I have do not study it for several years. Nevertheless, you can learn it by your own heart. Ant the last one maybe the most important one. Must understand it, and use it in the life.080527

Let me how to deal with the problem. Which problem is that give me a ways to deal with is. I say that to my teacher that there’s one day I must leave here. So go back and return home. I love my home, and my family member. That’s so problem for me. Every time when I gent back home, always there’s some paradox with them. maybe the same problem with them, but in fact that’s not which I want to see, and in my deep heart that I always love them, and I really want to thank them for what they have done for. That’s very well for me, and I do want to say them maybe they are very tired for me, and maybe lost the heart to me. And I think every one know that when I was a small student that always every week the teacher of mine will let my parent go to school to see them for me. The fact is that so many time for me, and for them. still I want to remember that when I was a small small boy things happened to me. That so many years ago, when I was a little boy, my parent earn the money so hard for them, and earn them depend on the body and they pay sweat for the money, for us. So dear for me, and for them. they have done so many things for me, and that is what can’t imagine. I so want to communicate with them that heart with heart with them, after all in the big world, there’s only two persons to me, my mother and my dad. Now I have so miss them, miss the time spend with them, but that’s difficult for me to stay with them when we have the time live together. So important for me, you change yourself, you change the world. 080528

During that time I still a young man. I’m not understand what you say. But until you find you understand it, I think somekind of things have happened. In that time you have not the ability to change. So at first time you should listen different person say about the things you will be about to do. In that case, you maybe avoid the biggest lost for you. That is my attitude for that, how to do a person. What I say maybe not good. But for me, just as somebody say that give me liberty or give me death. In some kind of stations you should listen other person say. Don’t express you idea. In my view, it’s very important for me. What’s more I want to say is you should give other people your idea from your deeply heart. Yes I think it’s right. I also want to say that you must practice you spoken ability of speak listen write English. When you do somekind of difficulty thing you should pay more attention to the other side. One side maybe bad for you, but the another side may good for you. So you just do it persistently, do it more than you can image. I think everyone have more capability to do. I will try may achieve wonderful thing ,but I can’t you will do anything. You should listen carefully what other people say what they said, maybe that is not relevant to you now, but you will find there is one day you will use what they say. In that case you just pay a little attention to them. You will avoid biggest trouble. So do everything you can to reach you purpose. When we do some thing, we have different goal to attain. Do everything do my best to reach it. Then you have more ability to do different things may that is more difficulty than your problem now.           December 13 2007

Today is the sixth day during this week. It’s bay day for us because of this bad thing-meeting every week. I just I want to do my job well. I don’t want to pay more attation to others persons I just do my self that is enough, I think. What’s more is nothing. You say you have difficulty to do some other something, but which thing you can do well. I study the corrosion science. Other people may be think that is easy thing. But I don’t agree with his or her options. I think you will know it well when you do it by your self. That is fit many things. When you do it just fit it. Don’t consider more thing, that will make you feel not easy. when you like it please do it. Just do it or everything about you, move move.

Just go fuck yourself, boy that is very important for us to do somekind of other things. That’s right wo should do that for us to do it do it what you like do.OK that is what I want  to say you maybe dont pay attention to me. But is for me give me liberty or give me death.

You should do everything for yourself let yourself first, Yet I sometimes do something let others first But it’s not good for us.So hard for do somekind of useful thing, If you have the heart to do something, Please do it persist doing it always never give up halfway. So I want to do it .YOU should do it not listen other person say something. It’s not important for other person say what, But it’s more important how you see the problem for you.I want to know other person good for us.

As we can see, this yeas is passing, we should know what we have learn, and next what we would learn, You should give youself a purpose, That is very reality, you should know that you can make it true after you have spend many times to do it. Ok that’s what I want to say, you not necessary to hurry up to do one thing, it’s just in your mind you should do,But it not need to do it quickly.So carefully do everythings.、

It’s time for me to write somekind of useful things. Today I ask what I have done this term, the answer is very simple. Just do some experience. It’s enough, But I feel I do nothing. I have see some passages, some else things, Everyday you should ask you what you have done for this day, and next you want do some other things, those things you should in you mind thoughtfully, That’s very important for us young person. Because the next day is not very much, you should remember do, yesterday was passed, today is doing, tomorrow will coming. I will clearly know what those three days you do what, you have done what you are doing and what you will do.Ok you should say some unfair thing happen to you, when some fortunately things happen to you, you have a normal heart,It’s capable of doing many things, Next I want to say is u should think carefully about the problem you want to do, you should  no not should is must must consider the question from the bad side,,,if you just think the good side, advantage side some bad things will happen to you. Consider the bad thing from many things, not just the only stock things,many other things happen to from now on, you should always,consider the diffculty first. Abouting the money.xt you want do so

Ok I have to consider the future of mine, it’s important for me, When you have experience something kind of things you should learn some. Let me talk you a story ,how to avoid foolish opinions.to avoid the various foolish opinions to which mankind is prone , no superhuman genius is required. If the matter is one that can be settled by observation, make the observation yourself. Many matters ,however, are less easily brought to the text of experience. If ,like most of mankind, you have passionate convictions on many such matters, there are ways in which you can make yourself aware of your own bias. If an opinion contrary to your own makes you angry, that is a sign that you are subconsciously aware of having no good reason for thinking as you do. If someone maintains that two and two are five, or that Iceland is say some other person say is not useful for me, you must have the ability to do one things well. Just you work as a student ,yes study is your work do it well you should do that.  Always follow other person in all will there is one day you will lost your self. In that day you have on chance ,just like me I have that mind that, if you know the thing is stupid, you still do it,in my mind you are a foolish man, you should not do that, oh no is not should ,is must, From different people you should learn some thing, and than, you must have the ability of theirs,, I think everyone know the principle but in his fact when he do it he will not follow the things,and then do it follow theirs,you speak some things make a plan for you vacation for you, you want to some things. And at last in fact you have do somethings,make a summary for you, what is the plan for you do it by yourself you should have the mind, have the thinking, consider a problem, maybe the things is not happen to you but when the things have happened to other person you should learn it , just like I have listen a story that say about a teacher, she let her student study not only the knowledge from the text, but also the thing has happen I want to thank you for us,

2008，1，22 today is the last day I stay here, I will not come again to here to study but I want to have a rest yes I want to have a rest, It’s very important for every when we have a tire work we need to have a rest,and ok I know that you are a better person to study that, to study what you need to learn I just I want to study anywhere which you need to learn and set a time to study and I want to do many thing but what I say I think is not important for me but and then we need to do it ,to learn many things,ok let us do helfyourself to do it learn that and that I want to know that you say that in sometime you should make you learn that and you should to what you should study write a discourse that is you ability if you want to have a good life for you , and then ok happy new year happy spring festival Ok let stop here.

08.3.4,         \2000,1100

this day I come here morning, I hope this term should helpful for my graduate. And then what I want to say, today topic is say about my family members, my mother father and brother. The first person I want to say is my mother and father. They are important for me and brother, to begin with, my father earn money from the market, so we have money to eat, dressing and read books, I think he also want to see his sons have high degrees, because is a dream from him which he can’t make it true, he want to see we do it for him and for ourself. Also my mother play an important role in my family and me. There somekind of time I just want to hear say something from her, in face I hate it say somekind of bad word and don’t support, do something to just for not follow her. But in my deeply heart I lover her, she do some useful things for me, Let me how to say, what I can do is just study hard to repay her and my father, from some details things you can feel her, love her, My mother always do everykind of things for me, they are the only persons who help in the world when I in trouble, so I just want to say thank my parents, thank you very much, thank you. There is one more person in my family is my brother, we grow up together, eating sleeping all things tighter, I hope he is an authenciate person make himself . do it , I hope we all right.

Pay attention to you money ,,,fish fish  2000,1100 in your hand.

Today I want to talk some about the music. Yes the civilivation of social have develop so many years, many field has got deeply development, including the industry music. When I was small boy my dear mother sometimes buy some record tape, during that time I have the chance to listen somekind of music, knowing the word popular music. With the development of society, the technology of music become easy, when I was a middle school student, some person having the walkman they usually but music tape, I remember clearly the tape cost is RMB10. About two years later, I was a high school student, a student instructed a songer to me, his name is 500. increaselly I start enjoying his music. During the middle rest I listen some music of his. Yes that tape is he load me, about several days I made it lost, although I have some friendship with him, that time is a money time, so I paid RMB10 to him at last. I still remember clearly that things, that making me remember treasure other person’s things. About five years later, that is to say , at present time, listening music is a so easy things, even me who have no interesting in it , I have sometimes listen it when I was in trouble. The computer is not mine, however, I should cherish the opportunity to learn more acknowledge about it.

 Yes all right, that person is me, I is me. Today I meet two important things, I say the first thing, also that is the more important one, I make a plan for me, that is I do three thing during the evening ,three hours, I will spent each one hour to revise one object, including English methmathic prefessonal lesson, studying them is a important things during this term, I want to do them well, don’t want to waste my time in the unuseful things, just like the last term, so I study them well, for myself have a good day. What’s more I want to say is say some about myself, I should do thing which you have determined to it, do it well. During you make you dream true there will barried thing disturb you, I will persist until I succeed. The next thing which I want to say is never give up half way, I don’t want to say is in my nature, I there is some I can’t control, however, I still do some to improve it, still that speak I will persist until I succeed. There is some time I can say other things, yes have a good relationship with every person you don’t know whichone is helpful to you, maybe is today, the person you have hurt will give you a hand, so preventing that things happen.

Ok let me say some today things, person. Different person you will meet during your life, so I want to deal them with different ways. Person have women and man, and I’m a man, so I will do some of man things. I’m the son of my parents, the first thing I want to do is have a good job, and then you will have money to support them to do somekind of helpful things, but that is not enough, as a man you have many things need you to be done, may be have different attitude to them. And then we should do some kind of useful things to us, do a good job for us. During you different life, just like our oral English teacher say, will have different problem need you solved. So the first things we should do is keep good body, and do some helpful things to our body during the every day. At my middle school the boring things for me is have to go high school, at that time, the big problem for me is Chinese. I have a trouble in it, that’s very difficulty for me. The big thing helpful to me is have not the lesson of Chinese during the graduation. English is not my interest. So go have a meeting.

Oh my god are you killing me, my girl writing English paper is not a easy things, in fact, as for me ,writing a paper about you experiment is a hard work for me, it’s just like someone say that, you should reading many many course so in that case you have the idea in you mind, when you real write a paper in English in that case you will feel that using English is not so hard, and what’s more, I want there is one day, when I use English write paper of English just like use Chinese, you will make you feel some advantage, I like that feeling, so I want to work hard to walk toward that purpose. In fact that is not a hard work for everyone, the only problem is that we have not pay the sweat toil, our hard work is not enough, so go on doing more work you can, believing you have the ability to do that. Finding the subject and finding the details information about the subject, so so you have many many things need you do. Remember this point. Just do it.

Today I want to say subject is I should never do the possibility things never do the things you just want to things the thing what you want may happen, never do it think it. The  thing not just in your mind, in you want to make it true you should consider every kind of thing that may be happen which will disturb you. So in my mind considering more you will have more chance to go successful, during sometimes we just think the things maybe happen, trend to consider the thins to a good condition, but in fact, there are many difficulty wait so, in my mind I should not have the mind maybe just and only have yes or no, there is no other answer. It’s ok, so consider more you have more chance. Today another thing I want to say is I lost 8RMB that is a big number for me, lost anything is a lost for you, though this thing is happen, you have not the power to stop it, but you have the power to stop next time things like it happen, that is what you can do helpful. The things include many many other things not just that money, everything you have you should pay attention to it.

Oh my god are you killing me teacher, damn it wo fuck that’s not a things which a teacher can do. Let’s not talk the bad person. Talk somekind of interesting things. How to create a beautifully sample composition?  That’s a wonderful thing if you can do it well, you write a beautifully things, I want to do it just like someone say that how do you know what you can do if you never have a try. So I get my motto-let me have a try, though maybe I can do no less,, but I will always have a try,let’s do it. And what’s more I want to say is the wonderful mountains which I climb almostly everyday, during every day I climb the mountain, when you have different emotion you get different in your mind, walking as tall as I can, in that case, you have a good emotion, but on the other hand while you have the bad emotion, someone say some bad words about you feel unnormal that a bad felling, so when you climb the same mountain you will feel the weather around it that is a bad one, you see everything is unwell, so keep good motion, study the physical controlling it but not be controlled by it, that’s bad things for who have it. So do it keep in mind that case, try to writing a good paper, that’s helpful thing for you, and the parallel important thing is spoken English. Never forget it writing and speaking.

Let me say the dad, my dad. I also remember that day – he bring me to the bank to withdraw the money for me, because I commit a mistake, that is my score is enough for me from the middle school to high school. That thing is clearly in my mind, during that time, earn money is not a easy for everyone, especially for my parents, they have do many thing for, there’s some I can see and feel, but in fact also there’s many things we can’t see. That is a hot summer day, I remember during that time I can’t feel some things, that is how many love they give me, and many thing I can’t judge it by money, and I don’t know the meanings of money, just know that they have the money for me, so I can go on studying, and there’s something I can do, until today I just know what they want is I have a good education, and have a good family. Several hours, we-me and my dad get the money from the bank 12 thousands, that’s a big number during that time, what’s important is that number is a big number now, so here I want to is thank you dad and mother, thank you for supporting me, really thank you for what you have done. Giving the money to the teacher of pinggu middle school. I should do something consider many things, they will give you advice and some kind of support. May be it’s my luck, I went to university and now I continue studying, what’s more important is I know the importance of studying and how to make a person, Studing how to make person is more important than just study. 08/3/18

OH my god there’s one more day, I just want to say do it, if you have done it, please don’t regret it. To begin with, there’s no use for you to regret it, you just waste some time do it, as for me, almost everytime I will regret it after I sy, I really know that is not good for me, but there’s some time I can’t control myself, and today I do it again, after done it I feel regret, but this time I should change it , I don’t want to say some about it, I just make a swear, seeing the next time I will never do it. And secondly, it’s not good for my body, body is myself, if I waste it, just like waste my future, so I should forbid it, and not do it for myself. And there’s many other things need we do it, helpful useful things, so we should see future, not just seeing the near, but that is our eyes, in fact, when we do, please don’t speak this topic, change to another topic, once you have decided to do the things, you should do it, and at first you should consider more than you can, and thinking more detail information, what’s more, you should see the difficult and every things are not easy for us, so you should pay two hundred sweats, for the one time successful, and during the process, you never change the target, just do it, follow the things, follow your plan, do it, ok , I want to say is nothing, and on the other hand, you should have the mind to decide to some things, and have the judgment of yourself, others things what others says just as a considerment. Oh if you never have a try, how do you know you can do it.080319

Oh there’s one more day have passed, I have to ask myself what I have done today, that is a necessary question for me, almost I do nothing for myself useful things, always do other things that has little relationship with me, I don’t want to do that. And what’s more I want to say is your attitude for one kind of thing, no everything, if you have the best attitude to it, so you can better face the problem along with you, and when you change your attitude to the unhappy things, in fact you control yourself, in the world I think if you control yourself, then there’s nothing you can’t control, in fact, there is many uneasy things for us, so maybe I can’t control the things, but I can control myself, that is super well, but that is not a easy things, I have learned some about that, and get some idea about that, first I should do is state the problem you have meet, use some short words to say it, and then, find the reasons make you angry, so just use several worlds, and consider the reason thoughtfully, weather it worth you angry, as a result, I think there’s many things unworthy you angry, even you that is unworthy your considering it, so, do some kind of worth things, and some reality things, don’t waste your precious time do unworthy thing, that is what I want to say. You should have a long plan and a short plan for you, in the term do some meaningful things, that’s may finally target. So much for this, thank you very much.080320

He has tell you the secret to success. Just follow it, this morning I tell the professor zhu that I want to become a person like him who have study the English well, and have the ability to write the English discourse, I consider that that target is high for me, but in his case, he consider that is so low purpose for me, and I want to always to study the English well, what’s more, the secret which he tell me is see many many more English discourse, however, you should learn some thing from the passage which you have see, and find the feeling to write the English, although, now I have not see many passage, but in my mind, I have the confidence to do it well, and if you have see the enough passage that about yourself point that’s very important for you, if you don’t study the subject but seeing the passage which have nothing relationship with you, that’s rubbish. That thing not happen to you, you have nothing feeling about that, but that happen to you, oh you will feel so rubbish about that person, just go for yourself purpose.

Today I with my classmate five of them go to netbar to pay computer game—CS, the classical computer game, I pay the game about five year ago, during that time, it’s good time for me to remember in my mind, I will not forget the time, that’s college time. In fact, I think there’s nobody forget their golden time, if they have the chance to study in campus, maybe, that’s an opportunity for us. We have the chance to study there, but as far as I know there’s so many people, they intensely want to study in campus, however, that’s just a dream for them, so they don’t hesitate to pay much money for their children, for they have good chance to study, for example, my parents, they have do many things for me and my brother, including the things that we can see and we can feel using our heart. But in reality there are many children who can’t take the responsibity, and don’t pay more attention to the study, which they should do well, on the other hand, as for me, I have the chance to study here, I should do it well, for me and for my parent. That’s so important for us, what we can get is not just money, we can get respectable from another person, and we can get freedom from ourself, we do what we think is right, never do the things which you don’t want to done, and so that is I want to do. Give other people face, I think that’s give your owe chance, so I have other nothing to say, stop here,080401

Come on baby let’s go complete the mission which I need to do today. During the every day you have got the secret to success, and you not pay attention, but what we should do is look more about that, and considering the things maybe happen to you, and then, how about you solve the problem, most of all, you should weigh carefully the problem, oh, don’t talk the serious problem maybe happen to us, let’s face it when the problem coming, you can’t control the problem, but you can control yourself reaction, so that is the most important for us. During our life, we should give ourselves some time to relax, for example, as for me, I play basketball every the sixth day every week and then go breathing, so cool for me, but the terrible thing is, when I come to dlut, next we-our group will have a miserable meeting, and so terrible for us, but when the meeting other person say, so not true. Oh my god again again I went away the subject which I want to say, this case is not the first time for me to happen, I have found the problem, the next one need I do is make something to improve the problem, and refine the writing skill technology. In fact, I have done some thing to improve it, however, when I do it again, I will commit the same mistake, so unbelievable, but it’s has happened, so, remember the problem which need you to solved, and find the solution, last but not the least, use it in action, remember you have done some thing to improve it, and more times, I will do more better.20080402

 How to write a good passage for yourself. I still remember that my parent give me about two hours let me write some thing which now I forget, but I also remember clearly that I can’t write some thing, and write about little words, so terrible for me. But I want to say now I want to write good passage, and have the confidence do it well. Also now, during the middle school, I met a good Chinese teacher, and I tell the boring thing about me I can’t write the passage with enough number, during that time, 600 is so long for me, the good teacher teach me some useful skills, one evening, we dispute the trouble things with me, what she tell me I can’t remember, but after that time, I found I have the confidence to face it, what she do for me is making me face the problem, and then, I found, in fact, I have interest in Chinese, also I learn some thing from her. And after many years, I have not study Chinese when I enter the college, so I almost forgot my mother language, I spend many hours on studying English, but now, I find that problem appear again, also I don’t want to write some thing, so in that case, I reading newspaper, and some about the writing things, to improve the ability of writing, just like I studying the English, as long as I pay the sweet to it, I get the secret road to success, and to that time, I improved the writing ability. 080403

Let me how to solve the problem which has happen to me, now I think this is a serious one for me. I do not want to talk some kind of things about this group, but  this has a big relationship with you, and you must to face it, just like us, there are so many things need to us deal with it, but for example let me say about the thing happened today, that is, we have do the experience for a full day, and if you just see the surface things you can’t see anything but you can communicate with you classmate using your mouth in that case you can avoid the terrible thing maybe happen to you, and I don’t want to believe the teacher is a good one, but if you just use the eye to see it, maybe he is good, and I almost forget the important things that he is rubbish, so in my mind what I have learn today is that you must see the things using your heart, and feel it, you have a brain that belonged youself, you can use it, develop it, and make it service for you not jus in the field of study, and in many other fields, so in order to make you become a strong man you must do it, practice you brain, not only practice your body and the important one- your brain, that is so important for us not only in present, but also in the future, that is what I want to get, and the proverb say that, the aim of the university is to cultivate the good members of the social, we can use the important one on the brain, do it for yourself, so improve the things happen to you. In brief, today I want to say two things, first is see the things using your heart, and the next one is practice using your brain. 080404

I never change the my plan that write English discourse, that is not a high target for me, in fact there’s no hard for us, the fear in our deep heart that is just a not exist things, when we think the serious how fearful so that will have the same effect on us. But there’s some times need us to do something to improve it. Writing discourse is so easy for some other person, and we are all the live person, and sometimes, I ask myself they can do it, why and how the things for me. But when we ask them the secret to writing it, they have tell the cues, the needed things for us to be done by us is just we do it by ourself us our own hand and brain and heart, that is so important for us, and if we do it I think we can make it. Now I study in dlut, here is a good place for the minded person to do some things, and having a good teacher, around us there is some minded person, and for example, the same year they all enter the college, they went to different teacher, that is the key point, and after four years, they are all minded persons, but now the person in other group, they have graduate from the school, and having many discourse belonged sci, many English course, they go abroad university to read the doctor behind, but they the minded person but in our group have nothing, some one may have one or two English course, belonged to ei, so serious and terrible for us, let’s how to bear the bad person and how to let’s face the fact, the only thing which we can do it just bear it, and do the needed things well, and learn more, study more.080405

Let’s face the problem which we must face it. The things need we do is not and never fear it, if you fear it, the difficulity just like a bring, you fear it and you will fear it more so terrible to it, and the do the thing well. Therefore, I have see many passage with English, however, I don’t have the confidence to write a good English course, I think the problem lied in me, surely there’s some thing I should to improve, and do it well, you have not see the enough passage, and pay not enough attention to the details which has happened to you everyday, that’s an important source for us to learn some things, the big and serious I have met when I come here dlut is that the same things which I and the classmate of dlut, and they learn it once, next they can use it, and that things maybe is in their mind, as if they learn it several months, that is an impolite for me, as for me, don’s say use it, I’m not capable of master it, and the problem is coming, that I need to let the teacher teach me again, but in fact just like you know, that case is impossible things, so go complete it by yourself, in the world the only person who can help me the my parent, and they are the heart to heart for me, and yourself by yourself hand, nevertheless, I want to get the thing what I deserve, but I need to do some to prove the things I can, that is good means for us, we can make use of it and you can learn more and remember the things which need us to do it well, maybe future day I can use it as our own ability, to summary that what I have learn today, when I think carefully about the problem, I find I learn almost nothing, you feel not good please just go fuck yourself, and find a place to consider carefully have the mind you have the ability to make it well, at least you can think it, and do it more well than without thinking. That’s enough for today.080410

And I also want to write the paper fully, so next day I can write a new paper for the next day, and having a new starting, everyday we should make a plan for us, and the order is the most important which you think is put is the first one, and just do it for your future, persist is long day which you can get it. That’s an important preciple useful to us, and have do it by your hand, so come on finish the paper find some things that you can write, for example the lying, for different you do it, but for the other person ,you should not do it, for their that’s a boring things, and avoiding the make other person boring things.080410

If you have decided to do the things, just do it, that’s not necessary for us to consider more about the things. What need we do is follow your mind, for example, as for me, last term, exactly, last year, I have decided to buy a digital crème, that’s not so high for me, and I have the ability to buy one, but, at last, I almost bring the money to the market, at the last minute, I have not the enough confidence to do it, and at that time, again and again, I committed the same the mistake, I fear the things happen, in fact, there’s not the things, that’s just I think out it, and then, in my deeply heart, I fear it, fear it happen, and think many maybe happen things, again that’s never happen in reality, but I consider it, next, the feared things beat me, and win me, but at the first, I should not consider more, and think out the fuck things, maybe the things happened, that will interfere you, other fuck things, so serious for me, at first I should think more about that, once I have decided to fuck it, go do it. In fact, during our life many things like that, so terrible for us. Consider more and at last the harm is to us. Now, the dc which I want to buy is diappear, but the another one which is similar to the one I want to buy is not so good for the consumer, there’s some other defect about it, that is we must to face, because that’s the consumer must face it, so if at the first I do it following my own idea, I think that will there’s so many happy and high thing happen to us. In summery, if you have decide to do the things with enough think, and next just do it. Don’t consider more.080411

Today is the sixth day of this week, and I don’t want to write something, because today I should relax, and do some helpful thing for example basketball and eating some kind of other things, go do it, enjoy your life, so that is the colour life, and find the interesting about the life, this is a good habit for me, and during the life you have some purpose for your life, and during this week, following your plan, complete them, and at last you can have some other things to do. But from I come here dlut, I find the beast not the common one and that is not the boring thing, the worst one is he require us to follow his, and do the thing follow his idear, so unbelievable, however, I want to say is that, what’s he have say is not so good for us, that’s not good, it’s so bad and terrible for us, so in his mind we are all the foolish person, but in fact how we boring him, and the two person is so bad for the student, the harm effect to us is so fuck, I agree that the person should go fuck himself, and have the mirror to see he is what kind of rush, rublish, fuck fuck the big. But you have met the problem just me it, and seeing you how to solve the problem is show you to the leaders, and then, you not you is me is I can get the opportunity to show myself, and get what we want to get, come on you have the chance to finish the target which you allot to me, and do the things for yourself, and so happy for me to play the basketball for me, and the legal day me for me to relax, tomorrow we will have the serious problem to meet the beast and the rubbish meeting, go fuck yourself. No summary.080411

Internet produce problem. Like everything else, all have the bad side and good side for us to the same problem. First of all, let me talk the problem produced by the internet. We have to acknowledge that the internet has effect our daily life. Through the net we can get the information which we want to acquire, that’s every time which I want to have. And that’s every kind of information, so just have the computer, and connect to the internet. But on the other have, like me the young person, have not the ability to resist the attraction, so in that case we follow the net, and can’t identify which is right or wrong, that’s serious problem for us the knowledge man, in my mind, the first thing which we should identify is have the ability to find which is right and it worthy us to fuck it. Now I think the happened things for when I was a young man what I have done, is so insane and so foolish for me, in that period, I do not know which is right. Let’s go on talk the internet. The computer is useful things for everyone, without it, I think we can get the civilization of today, in so many field we must use it. And make use of it, we also can communicate with other person almost time to time, and the problem of distance is not a problem. So happy for us, and on the internet, in my mind, we can also speak some beautiful and the especially things, which we have no face to talk it face to face, so high for us, and find the person you want to talk. At last, make a summary about today, you realize the thing worthy you to do it, just do it without hesitation, following yourself.080414

Oh my god, that has pass two days, and yesterday, I do not forget to write the daily, but our group leader command us to have a experiment during the evening, that’s not good for us, you know we have do it for a wholly day, we are the normal person, and we need to rest, and have the well rest, and keening on have the enough time to do the things which we like to do and enjoy it, but in the big environment we almost have nothing time for our own hobby, do not talk the rubbish man, say the last day, you get what from the other person, and from the high person. Since the day I come here, I know the distance between liang and me, they are all the intellect person, in my mind they have the mind and the ability to consider the problem which has happen to them, and finding the ways to deal with them, the another important point for me is that they get it immediately time when we learn the same things, but as for me, I need to learn it for several times to get it, that’s a so terrible problem for us, you know when we get the job from the company the chance for us is not many to us, when the opportunity come to us, we must seize it, so important for me, just like the game which we have pay during the recently time cs, when we face to face you must to fuck it, and make him or her die, or else the die person will is you. Now you know the problem what a serious one, go fuck it, and get it at the first, and learn the easy things for many times, many times, we are the common person, as he say the clever man will learn it for many times, so go, you have the confidence to make it well, there’s no different between you and him, I should know the sweet, which he have pay out, but as for yourself at the first time, you give the opinion that you are weak than the others, at that case, maybe you are the clever one, and having the enough knowledge to make it well, but you make yourself the weak one, you do not believe yourself, how to let other person trust you, that’s another serious problem which need me to solve it at now time, during the long time, we find many things need us to improved, so I don’t wish I solve it in one or two years, but when past the long time you should have somekind of changing, when you change yourself you changing the world, maybe in that case you can get the things which you want to gotted, so following yourself, ok speaking some about myself, the minded person will build the lasting will, on the other hand, the weak minded person will build the will often, so the two kind of person which you want to be, you decided to yourself, and your attitude, the things need to be change it yourself. How to make a minded person, around the person, they all have the mined, when you trouble coming, they can solve it. I should do is believe me, in fact I have the ability and the enough confidence to do it, the wrong things I do is at the first time I do is negative me. So you have find the problem, find the ways to solve it, you will get what you deserve, that’s my proverb, motto, I believe it, and believe me. To summary what I have say today, is believe yourself and having the confidence.080416

You have get the secret to success, but in fact when you have to do the necessary things to following it, do it for yourself, there are so many difficulty waiting for you. In that case, that’s good opportunity for us to check ourself weather we a strong person or just like other person say that, there are so many common and idle person around us, they are all rubbish, at least for me they are. In the reality time the road to successfully is not impossibility, but that’s real have the things need you to do and using your own hand, and in that way is the way the yourself success. During the recent days, I always consider the problem that are we real weak or we lack the confidence. And at last I don’t get the conclusion. But from today I want to get the success, don’t speak other person, when you can see the people around yourself, maybe there’s so many weak and loser person, but I don’t believe that there’s not win and successful person. Just like our group, in my own room the caobaosheng, he is a winner in my mind, when other students boring for the problem no passage for present, for the graduation, on the other hand, the bao have complete the three passage sci and that is enough for himself to graduation and the important things is leaving the rubbish group and the trash, so gad for him, not we, the person is me fish, you should see him as your present, and do the things for yourself and you having the necessary for yourself to graduation, and from other person learn the knowledge they have know and then you make the person for yourself fish. Go 080417

Identify the true from the lies, and make it helpful for you. Now we are not the children, and should not call us as a son or child, we are young person, postgraduate, minded person. Therefore, we should do the things of adult, that’s important for me, and when we meet the trouble during our life, finding the justification that I’m child, have not the ability deal with it, but in fact or reality, are we so young and can’t deal with it?? Some times, we should ask ourself, that’s true or not. At times I must take the responsibility to get it, though we also the son of my parents and grandparents, but now that’s not important, we do the things not as a child just like adult, and do the things like the adult. It’s not late for me to realize the fact, from now. last year, my father have the problem of dull, at that time I do not realize the problem so serious, and when he bring the bad dull go hospital I me the son of him, not say some warmth words to make him feeling well, but I say some other no relationship words, and one day, he go Beijing to make the money for us me and my brother, on his way to bus station, he can’t bear the problem, so he go back to home, even that’s time I do not realize the problem so serious and so terrible for him and that’s the worst news for our family, I should cherish the time of having the parents, and the time with them, in the big world, the two parents of mine only they are, they are the only person I should do the best to them. So guo some things for them and spend much time for them, that good for them and you are happy son.080418

Setting your own big goal, and the next is finding out some small one to follow it. Maybe the big goal is not realistic for me in the recent days, but please do not give up, following the small one and then try your best to make it, the small one is help for to you. As for me the big goal have three, that is built when I was the graduate one, the first one is get into the china conmunite part, I do not pay much attention to the one, but my parent tell me that’s important for me, you know I follow then when I was a boy even now, I want to make them happy so everything that I do follow them. The second big one for me is get chance to study doctor, the doctor degree for me is important, that’s my dream, also my parent want to become a doctor, and in our village, there’s no one is postgraduate, now I was the big one. Also that one, I want to make them-my parents happy every day, they have done many things for me, and I do not want them worry for me, what I need to do is do my best to do the best, and not increase their burden. So I will do my best to make it, and the result is not so important, I just do it. The third one is not the least one, is that I want to go abroad, go to another country to study, you know the earth is not so big for us, but as for us common person, we almost have the ability to go another country to study or traveling, so that’s also keen wanted to make it, I want to make the three one to come true, I will do the best to make them come true. Gou you should remember the details things to make true, and then the big ones maybe come true.080423

Guo make your own things well, and then following other persons play, such as paying cs basketball and other game. Some times I find I do not have the ability to do that, and just following other person’s advice, although I know that the game is not so fit for me, but I do not want to leave us, if I do that, that mean I have leave the group, that is not the one which I want to see, in my mind, I want to live in the enviorment that having the well relationship with everyone, though that’s impossibility, but I do want to do that with the as many as person, so in this kind of things in my mind I following them, and some times I do not can control myself. This kind of problem is serious for me, and I find many problem with me, and I want to do my best to solve them, in reality, that’s impossibility, fish do own best to do the things which you like to do. And following the proverb that never let yourself do the things which you do not like do and that’s other person talk you into do them. Guo I also want to say that study is your own business, without the business you have not the money and the ability to live in the world, and the first things you should do is do your own things well, and having the enough entertainment, the enjoyment is not as much as possibility, but we do not having it will become terrible for us, so the fuitable is very important. Controlling yourself you control the things effect on you, you can’t control the things happen to you, but fish you can your own. To summary, You change yourself, you change the world. 080424

Do you want to and complete your work on the time, you have many things waiting for you to do. So cherish you time, but some time we may find the time is not so enough for us, in fact, only if we follow our own plan, and reaching the timable we finish the work, that is enough for us. But make the plan is not the easy things, and then, make the plan which you have made come true is more difficulty so in this case we see the different with the wise person. Many other person have nothing especially points comparing with us, but why, fish give yourself one reason why you weak in the result, and other person get more, learn many knowledge. Today we should make a big summary, to summary myself from the day when I birth to now. and explain the weakness to make a well person. Fish I should from the small student, you are not a good one, you have do many rubbish things, before the small student, I almost forge them, in my mind I have not so many things worth me to remember. So today I do not say about that. Get back the point, from1990-1996, I study the pinggu second small school, there are many things I want to say out to remember the beautiful time for me to having a good memory, but you know that’s just remember, now you have many things to do. I’m a bad person, following the bad person you have not the good result, I do many bad things, and steal the money from my parents, haha, I steal the money from the packet, and conceal them into the shoes, now I think them the things which I did in my small days so unbelievable for me. Although now I have become a postgraduate, but I do not forget them. Another disgrace things for me is almost every week, after I had done the bad things, the teacher would find my parents to go to school, and calculate me, and when they come to school, several times, they do not want to go school for me again, they had knew that it’s a disgrace things for them, after that time, I clearly remembered that I talked my greatmother to come to school for me, you know that is so serious for me, there are many small student in our own class, and just you guo, not only one time your member of family come school for you. Now when I consider the things, so terrible for me. Ok let me talk the story of my middle school, in that time for me, I spend many time to study the mathematics you know that that’s a sports which have happened in you brain, so now feel that’s help for me, the time I spend every night is worth, but during that time happen the worst things for me is that I meet a beautiful girl, though I do know that she maybe never consider me, but for me almost every time I thinking her, and love her so deeply in my mind. Now she had married, I’m a postgraduate. The time is pasting, and we the person is changing, so we should using the developed eye see the changing world. And during that time I not knew that the study is the firs things you should do firstly, and then I went high school, in that time I meet the most important teacher for me, through him, I learn that I should use my own brain to consider the mathematics and the living problem with me.0804225