Oh the last time I write the daily is almost ten days ago, and I ask myself what I have do during the period, the answer is very simple I do nothing. Now I’m thinking the word from the cao, the older student than us, in the serious group, who use five years to graduate, I admire him. He tell us that you should have your own things, and your own work is first, make a plan time table for you, and when the time complete, you should finish it follow it. So in that case you can graduate on time. Like the postgraduate, they are doctor, and the smaller us, should learn something from them. Now as for me, the apirl has past, and I have do nothing, but I have a strong power plan, I do want to become a doctor, which school in Beijing, now have nothing for graduate, so next I should do some things for myself, in order to graduating. I say some new word in my daily, I learn more speaking more, writing more, and the most important one in my mind is recite more, so in that case you can learn more, making use of them. But I spend many time to bear it, the long boring time, and knowing the meeting is rubbish, but I have to attend it, and they talk some. Now the word I have used it several time, but using that word, I have myself purpose, with the aim of remind me of that you should every time wake yourself that you should make the target in your first, in that case you complete it which belong your own, the next things you need to do is following other person do some entertainment activity, following other person so no useful things. Today is the five of the fifth month during the 2008, it’s time for me to prepare the text for doctor. Find the enough time for review the related book and carefully prepare it. That’s what I should do during the next several months, the buaa text is happen the last two month, the left time for me is not so many and this university is high for me, so I should do more than I can do for it. You may ask me why I choose the one for me, I can answer this question for many reason. First, with the development of our country, this nation has enough money to denote the high university for doing some kind of high technique. In my view, this one has the much money for reaching and the reputation of the university is not so bad. I see a page on the internet the one has the highest in his or her opinion, so from it I can see the one has good reputation. And then the next reason for me I do want to see myself weather have the ability to do it. I just want to some for myself and for my family so do more than you can do. In Beijing the one is not so well. Maybe this year our country china lunch the shengzhou seven to the space do some important things for china. From the five one, china has become the third country in the world that have the ability to send person into space and walking in it. So honor for ourself, in think as one person whose mother county china. I do want to do some contribution for our country. The last is not the least for me the reason is that I do want to go home. Every week having the chance to go home, watching tv and seeing parents, do trip for me. So do the best for the purpose fish.080505

Recently, I learn a passage say about how to spend you whole life and when you become old you don’t feel wrong. It’s also important for me. The passage supply two ways for every to get it. The first one is also the important one that’s find out which one is your interest field for you. And then make your best to earn some money for yourself. So interesting things. But when I read the one, I find out no ways for me to get me interested. I find nothing interest for me, but two things, one is play, almost every things, I all want to play, just do not want to work and using me brain, particular the basketball, I love this game so well for me. And I can spend my no use time to spend them. And in my mind this game do not use your spend some money and you in fact spend nothing. So good for me the poor man. I do not want to spend money for them. I have played basketball ten years, but in reality I have no basketball. On the other hand for me can finding out interesting is study the English. I do love the language, I want to learn it and use it in the near future. The student who I have touched for several days, because he learn English well, and having good oral English, in the fourth years during the college he get the opportunity to go abroad, the usa, the deeply dreaming for me, in my dream I do want to go another country in the world. So it make me studying the learning it. I do want to use them what I have studied in my study. And then got the thing which I deserve. But what I do want to get is the good opportunity for future development for me.080505

Green tree. Today when I climb the mountain which I often do it, I find the environment around us so beautiful, the fact is that we do not use our heart to see them. Why I have climb the mountain several time but this morning is the first time for me to seeing the beautiful things. So wonderful for me, but on the other hand, during the past times, in my heart, maybe having considering some other boring things. That’s so rubbish for me. I do have not the good heart to seeing the things which worth us do see them. Just thinking other do not worth us to considered things, spending many my good time. So not good for. I have decide to do more meaningful things about me, and do not things those rubbish things, and just considering serious things, make you become a reality one you are the only one in the world, you is just yourself, guolingyu. So just like the book which I have read last evening on my bed, the book tell us what kind of person is high, and do thing which you like, and there’s any other things, such as, don’t considering other person’s high, and making yourself a reality one, who don’t effect by other ones. In fact, it has some many difficulity to operate them, but not you, is me, fish you go following your own way. And the another person for me I do want to do say again is do not hesitate to do the things which you consider the thing worth you do. Never hesitate to do it. And do it until you success, you got you want to get. Tomorrow for you should go ahead to the future one you can do something to get nearer to get it. Do more again. 080506

What I want to talk about is not so clearly for me now. but I have decided to say about the important advices from other person also important for me. On the one hand, that information is they got from the hard time. Maybe the advice is the spend their all long time and a whole life to get it. Just like me get the daily get on the mountain. Almost every day I always meet several old man, they talk about the old things, and say some things from their deeply heart. I just climb the top of the mountain. And do it several times. Do not pay attention to them. In my mind they surely have some kind of useful things for us young person. May what they say is not so good for us, but our young person learn some from them is not so terrible for us. I promise they have some not same things with us, some so different with us, and I also can promise to you that can learn some. You do never know behind him, who is the big one. They all normal person, and they have sons and daughters, they maybe the big company mangaer. We should believe them. And do our best as a listener. Listening other person what they want to express, they have some strong point to want to express. What’s the most important one is the things what they say is they believe that is right. I do not have the ability to identify them. but I can tell the useful for me or not. Right for me learn is as my ability an in my life to use them. but on the other hand in you do not acknowledge them, then just as a joke, listen it past it. That’s enough for me. Do your best to learn more what you can do. 080507

Make a plan for your experiment. Now, I finally do the things for me to graduate from the djtu. In another way, the last term do almost do anything for myself and do nothing for my own experiment. So I have done the experiment two days, and also I find some problem happened. Next things for me is do a well plan. And make a good record. The record is so important for me, this evening I almost can’t find out the important data to finding out the regular fact. That’s so serious to me. In other word, you are busy for many months do the experiment, but in the last you can’t find the result. Go fuck yourself. I find many difficulty for me, but in my mind, I think is so easy, so do the things pay more attention for yourself. Remember the details information for you. You do things for yourself you can get some from it. Make a serious consideration to it. Considering more the detail information ,and then you can relatively easy to get things which u want to got it. This evening, I pull the water into the bottle, but at the last I do not do it following my mind, and make it out the bottle, so terrible for me. Because at first I never believe I can’t do in, in fact I lost it. What I get from the things which happened to me is do more, consider more, just thinking the easy thing for u is very difficulty for you, many things unexpectable things will happen to you, an effect you. That’s just in the experiment, in your life you have many things need you to solved, so you can use the mind to them, and then, you get thing more than other person. Consider more, do more details things for you.080508

Now you start do your experiments, everyday, make a summary to the whole day, and for the future become better. The conclusion today I get from the result is you should make a number to the sample in order to you can identify to which one you have made in the near future. This point is so important for the result. Today the evening when I analysis the result but I can’t find the different which one is done, and the other one is not made, so serious problem for you, as for me. Just like a solider, you go into the war, but when you open you weapon you do not find which side you should fire, in that case what you can do is fire in the home. You just fire yourself. Oh my god go fuck yourself. Remember the experiment condition, and the number, so you can make the clearly result for your experiment. In the next I will do my best to make it. You have got the secret to how to make a successful one. Make a good plan, and at the first you should find out the problem which you may meet, and at the first find out the solution to it, in that case you can feel the experiment is not so hard as you image, ok stop the topic. The next topic for you is the fight cs, the popular game which we not attend with the member our group. I find I can make it well. With the good parter tang, we are the small group for the warment. At the first they let me to attend, the purpose that they call me is want to fuck me, but the result is reverse, I fucking them again, so happy for me. When they got back they don’t talk about it, but when they win they will happy. Make a member to the experiment sample.080509

Go go go let’s go to the heart of your lover. Today is the entertainment for me I want to have a good drinking and eating well than other day of this week, but since I come here, almost have the enough time belong me to do the things I love to do. So making out your time for you to do the things which you like to fuck. I like the small film for the past years, and I have seen the most film which I can find, but what I got from is is nothing, and badly, there’s some harmful to my body I find out there is not enough time for me to do the things which I like to do, that’s so serious for me, I spend many of my time to do the bad things, but get nothing from it. So rubbish for me. I think there’s so many things you can’t control, but in my mind which need you change is yourself, and you change yourself, you change the world. So do the at the least good for u. I first teacher who make out of my brain, he is very important for me, he do some to change you big brain, let you have your own thinking. So important for every one. From that day, when he do some very hard text for us, and in our class, just complete the mission which I have the enough time to do it yesterday. So serious for me, and the boss come back from the place, so terrible news for us, and I away bear the beast, the rubbish of the person. I do don’t want to have some relationship with this kind of person. They have some bad ways waiting for you and you also must have life with them everyday, just has common relationship with them that’s enough for you. Making yourself true. 080510

Some times, I find there’s not enough for me. But every day, I spend the time with no hesitate to waste it, spending many time doing the unmeaning things and feel no about it, but at the end of the week, finding nothing I have done, but again, feeling the time is not enough. That’s not well for me. At last I found get nothing. So as for me how to spend the time belong you. The problem is serious, and terrible for me. If I do not spend time considering the problem thoughtful carefully, in the near future, the concept you get nothing is become true. I know that during the week there’s some things you do not want to do, but in the reality you do it again. So the purpose I write the passage is getting the clearly mind. When I’m writing here, I remind of a story, which talk about how to manage the time. The story say that there’s a ceo of big company ask a famous man how to manage his time, and the famous man say that when the last evening you lie at the bed, thinking about the next day what’s the most important things you need to, and then, writing on a paper, the most one on the first, and the following is next important one. And the ceo ask how much money worth the word from you, and the famous one say in the next few years, you see how much it worth, you give what, at last I do not how much money it worth. Although I learned this story many days ago, but what I get from it is nothing. So as for me, I do not want to waste my precious time, I do want to spend them doing meaningful things, that’s my hope, let me do some make it come true.080511

Now I have done the experiment for myself. Meeting some kink of difficulity during it is normal, and I have improved the ability to change myself, in that case you can change the world. Let me talk about some other kind of things about the world. When you want to some one do some things for you, you must send some expensive to them in the reality society. I don’t believe that, that’s not say that is not exist. In fact I not meet the serious problem. My family have not submitted the fare of warm, the world is so black. But what you can do to change it, nothing you can do nothing to change it. But you can do some things to improving myself, changing my ability to adopted the rubbish world. When you meet the rubbish person, how you feel about it. When I’m a senior, I met the teacher now she is my leader teacher, leading me to do some experiment for them-her and her husband. They are the most rubbish persons who I have met through I lived in the world 24 years. The student want to graduate from him, If you don’t experience it, you will never trust it. So guo, what you can do to change the world is nothing. The only one you can do is change yourself. One person have the suffice to the rubbish world. What’s more I want to say is, when you do every things which will effect you, you must use your own brain to consider it. Your own brain. That’s important. Every day, and every week making a summary about the experiment which you have done, so in the near future you will feel not boring, I want to become a clearly brain one. 080512

Earthquake, about two days china have happened the big things, it effect the all the china, so serious for the people, and what I can do for them, just do the own things well, you can’t control other things, but also, the same words, you can control yourself. Now have really get into the phrase to do some kind of our own things, and I find it’s hard for me to get a clearly data, though I do some experiment for me, for the postgraduate, but I should do some to make them having a clearly cue, for the near future I can make out the fit source to write the discourse, that’s my ultimate purpose. I always remember the three targets for me to make them come true. During the process, there is some harmful happened to you, and that will effect your motion, and in fact what’s wrong with you, you is you, nothing can change you, and do the things you should do, and make them well, that’s u, so you must pay more attention to them, your own things, come on baby, let’s make out some to write, complete the mission. Everyone has his or her advantage, and disadvantage, but for you is the same, so from them to get what you scare, in that case you study some thing from every one, making you a perfect one. I know that is impossibility, but I will do my best to make them. I find the ability to writing a passage have not got into a new high point. But I want to make them well. Have the passage what I have seen is waste, now I hesitate weather to persist them. a minded person just swear one time, the rest is do what you can do to make them come ture. Me too.080513

Oh my god are you killing me. The rubbish person which I have meet is mkl, I fuck that, so complete the things which you like you do. Enjoy is, face it. I find the ability to write the discourse is not so well for me. So I should do some to improve it. Today I found that the plasma ion improvement is not so well as she expected. Where the problem has happened. I do find that. But on the other hand, maybe the result is not so well. How to let me graduate from the school. How to write the passage. And how to study the lesson to let me got into the buaa. Now those are the serious problem I’m meeting. I really want to do them well, but in reality, fuck that. Now you have seen the high person how the power and strong. You in some field are weak person. I do some for them also for me. The ultimate for me always remember that. Complete them for myself, during the process I will do every things for reach them, but the result is not controlled by me. So following the nature, and enjoy the process and the result. I want to see that, the last day I ask our class leader and then she tell me I have the opportunity to got in. when I learn the news, I felt happy, but the second second I feel not so well. Maybe there’s some serious things happened to me and you at last got nothing. That’s so serious for me, and I got the high expectable, but nothing. So do them follow them following your mind and on the plan do them in order in the near future you will attain the autumn of your life. The season which you can got from the sweat which you have paid out. 080514

Let me fuck the rubbish person. Today I learn two important things for my all life. The first one is my older brother xiang, he tell me that you want to complete some things in the complex society, so using the money and present. Don’t have the naïve mind that depending yourself. You must find the leader who have the power, in order to reach your purpose. If that is not enough for you, you must use the expensive present, in that case, don’t pay attention to the money you have spend. In that you can do it. As for me, I do not see the important things in the complicated society. So do them follow the principle of the society. On the other hand, the unhappy things to me is the deer. I was fuck by him from the behind. Also the rubbish person pig. I fuck go it. I just want to have the good time get out from the hell. What I have done is for the ultimately to graduate from the dalian. The two person give me the chance to identify the true the society is so black. And the rubbish person I don’t want to meet. Meet the teacher with the face, having the serious face. I wan to become the weakness one. I don’t want to become a doctor just like the deer. The distance is longer with deer is more well for me. So go complete it. The senior girl and man, don’t give me the face to them. but I do not blamed on them, in fact they can’t have the ability to identify which is right or wrong. And I know that when I was a person in that time, I also the same like them. two things I have learn today. One is using the money and present to complete it. The second is you is yourself. Do yourself.080515

Just a second, and five days has passed. The time fuck pass so fast. I do not want to accept the fuck true, but every one of we must face the fact. What I have done during the month. Almost do nothing. How do you graduate from the school maybe become a serious problem. So I have must done something for me. And some many times, I miss my parents, missing the time with them. the summer, we eat xigua together, that is after the lunch, you don’t know the situation in our home. The eating scene is so busy for every one of our family member. My father maybe love eating, and every time I find him always eats so many food, the next I want to let him do not eat so many, that is not a good things for the person who want to live longer. If he like this kind of food, he will eat many, and maybe at last you have not chance to eating it. And the second one is my mother, he eat not so many, she pay more attention to keep her slender. I find her did it. So what’s important for us is that my mother is loving working. Maybe, but if she don’t do it, the work of our family who will do them. so do my best to do some things for them. without who, my life will not well. And the third important person is my brother, during one year hard work, and next year he get the opportunity to study in university, so happy for him and our family. Now he has a chellange. My grandparents have done the work for themselves, that’s good news for everyone. So guo. You should done the work well which you need done. The study and keep healthy, so important for me.080520

Oh the days having no boss is boring for me, because other person have no come, so that let me feel alone. But on the other hand, one room one person, in some meaning is wonderful things for me. The result is how you deal the problem. I do not want to use the common word. So learning many words help me to improve my oral and write English is very important for me. Just say about the things which have happened the terrible day for Chinese persons, during that day, I just day the fact, I walk with the classmates of our class, and I think maybe that they will active to say some word to me, but in fact, there is nothing had happened, I depended they will talk with me, and consider that I am a high person, but the result is different. If you don’t speak to them, they will say nothing to you. And the result is the fact, nobody say some to me. Don’t consider you so high, you just a common person, you have nothing difference with them, so you want to get the result which you want, the next is you do some to improve the fact, and make the effort toward you want to get. Next time for me, I actually must do some to improve the serious fact, and active to speak to them. that day I commit a mistake, and I hope during the next time I will avoid the mistake, and I must become a active person. Speak to every person. Only speak the rubbish things, just speak to them. let them know that you are a active person. So and then, you will get the things which you want to get. In brief, don’t never see you are a high person, in that case you are a rubbish.080521

There’s many things having the charming to let you do. But at first, I must do the job which need done do them well, in that case you could spend some time with them, and enjoy with them. last night I come back from the experimental room to bedroom, when I go through the road, just a mind in my mind that I run in this way and then the car will never touch me, but in fact that car went to the our own side, and maybe just one meter the car will touch me, now when I think the scence is remind the car, and at that time I understand that there is so many rubbish driver on the road. Just one meter, maybe. From the things I learn that not just the car on the road, and there’s so many things I want to express that so many things need you pay more attention to them, and if u do not do that, maybe the result is very serious for you, and maybe you have not the ability to afford to them. so every details need you pay the 100% to them. I learn this things not the first time, but in fact, may the time will make them not important for you. And one more things is similar to this. I put the water into the cup, the first image in my mind is that is so easy for me. I do it one hundred time will never lost it, on the contrary, you may know that, just one time, I lost it. So terrible for me, thinking every things is easy for me, but in fact that you lost oh the old man has spend many of my time, and what I have done is just bear, many thing you must face and you do not to see them, but you must bear them, so in that case let other person say in back that you are active person, good man. 080522

Let me talk about the topic again that how make a active person. That is so important for me, and I do not want to take care about other person how to see and deal with the problem, but as for me, the problem is so serious for me, and I must take much time to consider the problem. And then, in the fact and reality, use the ways to make them come true. And let the person those who have connect with you feel you are a active person, and having the feel when they have some things want to talk to you, and like talking with you, enjoy with you. The first things you should do is smile to everyone, and let them know that you have nothing to consider and in the fact that you are a person worth to communicate with you. But now, I think that what I do is not enough, what things need me to done is so much. So guo, remember that there’s so many things that you should improve yourself. You have long ways to go to reach the perfect point. Second things which I want to say is that u must be good at listen the things what they have said. In this way, you can know what they want to express, and know the key point they want to express, and at the same time you also should ask some question about the topic which they have said. Following their mind, never and never impose your own mind on them, so terrible for me, if that case have happed to me. The last one is that you should know that you are low one person, other person is all high point in your mind, active person say other person activity, do not depend on other person say to you, you must speak to them firstly.080523

Don’t ask what your country do for you, ask what you can do for your country. Similary I could use the word in my situation. Don’t ask what you have got, asking what you deserve. Make clearly this problem for you, you can get the right way in your own life. Some times, I usually think that good things happeded to me, but maybe I become sensitive to the fact, immediately I will ask myself, guo, would you have done some for yourself to got it. The fact if you want to get some things, you must study hard, work hard, pay the many sweat to the work, I think everyone all know it, but maybe I have the mind that pay less work to get the normal things. So every time when you think it, guo, you should remind yourself that that is impossible things, and I know that on the way to success, there’s so many things brother you, but how deal with the problem, can see out the ability of you. So, talk about yourself about the topic that you must faced that get the opportunity to a university where in Beijing, that’s what I want to do some things to make it true. Three tests you must face. The first one is the English test, how to deal with it. I know you have passed the cet6, but that’s which year happeded things, maybe several years, so you must pay more attention to the test in order to getting the chance to study there. And the second one is the mathematic, maybe the big problem for me, I have do not study it for several years. Nevertheless, you can learn it by your own heart. Ant the last one maybe the most important one. Must understand it, and use it in the life.080527

Let me how to deal with the problem. Which problem is that give me a ways to deal with is. I say that to my teacher that there’s one day I must leave here. So go back and return home. I love my home, and my family member. That’s so problem for me. Every time when I gent back home, always there’s some paradox with them. maybe the same problem with them, but in fact that’s not which I want to see, and in my deep heart that I always love them, and I really want to thank them for what they have done for. That’s very well for me, and I do want to say them maybe they are very tired for me, and maybe lost the heart to me. And I think every one know that when I was a small student that always every week the teacher of mine will let my parent go to school to see them for me. The fact is that so many time for me, and for them. still I want to remember that when I was a small small boy things happened to me. That so many years ago, when I was a little boy, my parent earn the money so hard for them, and earn them depend on the body and they pay sweat for the money, for us. So dear for me, and for them. they have done so many things for me, and that is what can’t imagine. I so want to communicate with them that heart with heart with them, after all in the big world, there’s only two persons to me, my mother and my dad. Now I have so miss them, miss the time spend with them, but that’s difficult for me to stay with them when we have the time live together. So important for me, you change yourself, you change the world. 080528